8th or maybe 9th August

It’s getting harder to keep track of the date, not that I actually know the date for certain, I’m just going on guess work here. I can’t even keep track of day and night, and He won’t tell me shit. Say’s I don’t need to know. I only need to know what He tells me I need to know, nothing more, nothing less, just what He tells me. Like Hell! I need to know what I say I need to know, but He doesn’t need to know that, cause then He’d Punish me and I don’t think I can take much more Punishment right now. I hurt too much to take much more of anything. He let the Demon in here again. He said it was for my education but He just does it cause He likes to hear me scream, but He didn’t this time. I didn’t scream, I didn’t cry or anything (at least not while He was around), but I wanted to so much. I’m going to kill that Demon Mutt, and Him too. Soon, I’m going to get out of here soon and I’m going to kill them both. The Demon first so He can watch and suffer and then Him, Slowly and oh so Painfully and I’m going to enjoy it. I will relish it like a fine feast and that will be the next order of business. Food. Real food. I’m getting a bit dizzy now, I think I’ll lie down for a bit. Take a nap.