20th August

Not much has changed since yesterday. He still wants me to decide on a present. Like I care. I know, how about a ‘How To Commit Suicide’ video. I know He has a VCR machine, He told me He likes to watch the tapes He makes of me. FUCKING FREAK!!! I could give Him a present or 2 if I could just talk Him in to taking these chains off. I just want to give myself some presents like freedom and fresh air and decent eats.