Being 17 isn’t all it’s cracked up to be so far. At least not for me. I don’t have any new friends, no new stuff, no new anything except this pencil. I wonder what Jamie is up to today. I hope he’s playing and having fun. Eating ice cream and peaches. No, not ice cream, he doesn’t like ice cream, fruit is his thing though, he loves fruit. It’s fun watching him eat fruit, it’s like watching real happy people draw laughter from a well. And that’s Jamie all the way. Peaches are his favourite fruit. Aren’t they? I can’t remember, I can’t remember if they are his favourite or not. He likes peaches I know he likes peaches but I can’t remember if they are his favourite or not. I have to remember, I have to. I can’t forget. I am forgetting. Anything else but that, don’t let me forget. Please don’t let me forget. Peaches, Jamie loves peaches and Mum loves tomatoes and Dad loves hamburgers. Peaches, Tomatoes, Hamburgers, Peaches, Tomatoes, Hamburgers. I can’t forget that. I can’ forget. I can’t let myself forget, not that not anything. I ‘d rather die.
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