24th October

Well it was too good to last. He took the torch away. Said I’d have to be Punished for being so greedy. I thought He was going to hurt me again, but He just did IT to me again and took the torch away for 2 days. The school ball is today, maybe it already started, maybe everyone is already dancing and partying without me. I hope they have a good time. I hope someone saves a dance for me. Oh well, I probably would have missed it anyway, since I’m still crook. Maybe next year. Or not, as the case may be by then. I may decide that I’m too mature for high school balls and dances. I may also be dead, we’ll have to wait and see, won’t we?