22nd August

I was too angry to write yesterday, I’m still a little angry today. Okay, a lot angry. But not as much as yesterday. He came down and did IT to me again, then He got mad because I didn’t fight Him cause IT didn’t hurt this time. I didn’t feel anything. I just shut off and went away in my head. I went to see the outside. The beautiful outside. But the colours were gone though. I think I forgot what colours are.