17th November

Last night He came in and stayed the whole night. I don’t know why, and I don’t care. I just wanted to sleep, but He wouldn’t let me. Now I’m so tired I’m hearing things again. Voices, people talking. But there is no one there and no way I could hear anyone anyway. All the people are gone. I’m gone. I’m so tired I’m losing it again. I just need to sleep for a year and then I’ll be myself again instead of my other self.