22nd December

I have no idea if that’s the right date or not. Probably not, but I’ll go with it anyway. Cause then I can pretend that I’m not completely out of touch with reality. I need to have control over something, even if it’s just what day I think it is. I have no control over any thing else so I need this. I really need this. 2 days till Christmas. I wonder what everyone is getting. Really good stuff I hope. Mum will have mixed up her Knock Ya Socks Off Christmas Cake, and left it to soak before cooking it on the barbie. I know most people bake cakes in the oven, and Mum can do that too, but her Christmas cake is different. She cooks it on the barbie every year, no matter what the weather is. If it’s too wet, she does it in the garage. I don’t know what’s in it (she promised to tell me when I host my first Christmas party), but it’s delicious. KFC eat your heart out, my Mums secret recipe is way better than yours.