14th December

You know, I’ve just realised that in all the time He’s had me here, He’s never even asked me my name. I don’t think He even cares what it is, let alone knows. I’m just an object, a body, a thing, like the thing stretching my stomach. All He calls me is You, or Love, or Whore, or some other bullshit, like that. I have no name. WRONG! I DO HAVE A NAME! SIANNA COLLEEN O’NEILL!!! AND I’M A PERSON, GOD DAMN YOU! YOU ARE THE NOTHING! NOT ME! NOT ME! NOT ME! NOT ME!