12th December

The first Christmas parties probably started today. I wonder what everyone is doing this year. I wonder what the parties will be like. Nice, I bet. Lots of decorations and food. Lots of fun and colour too. Lots of reds and greens and blues and stuff. As usual, no colour here. I wouldn’t mind a bit of colour. But He would probably hit me if I said anything and I’m too tired to take a chance today. He brought the thing a teddy bear today. The teddy bear is grey. Nuff said.Another one of His games is to ask me what I’d like for dinner. Doesn’t matter cause He won’t give me anything different. He teases me with the thought of chicken and fresh vegetables. I don’t like chicken, but it’s not gruel and I love veggies. What a prize bastard. He made me cry sort of, earlier. By asking me if I’d like some peaches. Jamie Bug loves peaches. When He saw that He had hurt me with that He smiled and asked me ‘What could possibly be wrong?’ I wouldn’t tell Him. I wonder if my taste buds still work. Be nice to find out. He’s coming back now, early. Wonder what He wants this time. Duh!